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Sheryl Smalligan's avatar

Funny and terrible.

heerspink.jan's avatar

Oh, Christina, your posts are always fascinating -- as you discover and describe your current situation. Thanks for writing. And posting. And may you and God be good to your noggin.

David McNaughton's avatar

The last time I laughed so much was when I read your previous posts. So hilarious, yet deeply serious and moving. Yesterday, I cooked some salmon. Oven normally 180C, but salmon 200. Check dials, insert salmon. Towards end of cooking process look at dial ... pointed to 180. As someone who once had a fairly high functioning Dingbat that has been sliding so slowly into senescence I can't, of course, really imagine what it's like to go from super-efficient to worse than me virtually overnight, but I can understand the frustration etc. I only wish I had your sense of humour. But I do like the idea of being kind to your Dingbat.

Christina Van Dyke's avatar

Thank you ☺️

Irem Kurtsal's avatar

Also, it's hilarious to get an email from "you" with the subject line "465839 is your Substack verification code" right after reading this post.

Christina Van Dyke's avatar

🤣🤣🤣 It’s a secret code, obvs.

Irem Kurtsal's avatar

Some of this executive dysfunction will be familiar to those with ADHD, like me. I didn't know but now it makes perfect sense that motivation belongs with it, too. The quiet of not worrying --because you literally can't-- (different post, but I just read that one too) is right on. What stuck with me is how you describe the dingbat assistant without trashing them. You still love this assistant. That's a great model for me. Thank you for sharing, and sharing so beautifully!

Christina Van Dyke's avatar

This makes all the sense about ADHD - certain parts of this do feel like my normally neuro-spicy brain on steroids! But other parts, like the memory and issues with planning are a whole new world. And yes to not trashing your own personal dingbat! They’re doing their best, after all. No malice involved.

Susan Corbett's avatar

I really love your sense of humor as you deal with your limitations! And I am so glad that you are getting better at your management skills! Hats off to you and your wonderful spouse!